I wish I could just disappear.
Everything screams in my head so loudly, I can’t even be depressed in peace.
Everyday I’m reminded how frickin’ horrible women are.
I hate the phrase “falling out of love.” Loving someone is a choice. If you “fall out of love” with someone, it’s because you CHOSE not to love them anymore.
I don’t know why I’m still here. I’m just a worthless, subhuman monster.
It’s rich that when I told my mother the reason I don’t like King Charles is because of him cheating on Princess Diana and I can’t stand someone who does crap like that her response was, “Oh, me too,” when she did the EXACT SAME THING to my Dad when I was a kid! That’s why it pisses me off so much, her cheating on him completely broke his heart and also ruined my life. That’s one of the things that’s always pissed me off with her, she’s allowed to do horrible things, but others better not do the same things she does.
I hate that I can’t just be okay on my own, that I always crave other people, even when I know that I shouldn’t. I wish I could just function and be alone like a normal person. But I guess I’m too selfish for that. And I hate it. I hate selfishness.
I know it’s selfish of me to keep living and that it would be best for everyone if I just killed myself, unfortunately I’m too cowardly to do it and make everything better for everyone.
I wish someone would just kill me.
Everything’s my fault. Everything’s my fault. Everything’s my fault. Everything’s my fault. Everything’s my fault. Everything’s my fault. Everything’s my fault. Everything’s my fault.
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